Disgust.

I wish I could be able to write amazing things about the weekend, but I can't, because that would be a lie. People that makes others worry, are not aware that they are worrying their friends, so they might had a great time. It disgusts me when when people say they love you a lot, yet they expect their friend to be chill when they are doing things that worries me. The level of worrying is reciprocal to the amount of love they claim to feel. If you love your friend that much, expect them to worry THAT much when you are doing stupid and dangerous things. The lack of consideration and expectation that the friend will simply switch their "pissed" mode button off and patch up things with a simple "I'm sorry." is just plain disgusting. I don't know about you, but saying "sorry" will most of the time suffice to me, but all the emotional attachment that comes will the situation cannot be simply "switched" off, it will take time. I'm not a robot.

No really, but I'm the asshole. I was told I'm a fake that hates people that loves me (Then why was I so fucking worried?) that is why my relationship with my family is fucked up. I don't know how to reply to that, but let me just say this is what I get for caring about people I "love".

I had to sit down, for about 30 minutes for my heart to slow down, after getting worried, then the second time, I had to stay awake till the friend got back home. This is something I don't want to feel/go through again, specially when you know their parents, and most likely you would be charged with their responsibility if something goes wrong.

Is it worth it? I was told it is...

Keyword; disgust.

Names were omitted.